From tomorrow onwards, I'm going back to Huayi Secondary to take my 'O' levels .... this is my last and final decision. There will be no more changes ..... for sure. I have made my choice and have to stick to it. Those who are around me for these few years knows what had happened to me and know I dislike this school. This school gives me a lot of sad memories, although I know it's not its fault. But, now I'm going back .... willingly. I'm going back to face the 'O' level obstacle ..... I'm not going to run away from my fear of failing this time. Since PSLE, I have been running away from my fear ..... When I'm afraid of the stress of express stream and thinking that I woundn't be able to cope it, I ran to Normal Academic stream. Now I notice, the more I run away .... the longer is the route I have to take. Although I know may not make it this time, It can be once again due to my sleeping habit, laziness and lack of determination .... but I want to try. I know very well that I'm not stupid but a person full of weaknesses. I can actually suceed, is just that I did not try my best to fulfill what I want. I want to try my best to change myself ..... determination is what I need ....